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I am so psyche about my birthday!! yay!! But I dunno if I can invite people to it since I've been so used to budget wise celebration's with my family ^__^; ya know I used to think that celebrating some one's birthday and going to parties we're pretty common and that people going there we're just full of pansy shit! haha! anyways sorry for the offensive slang but I can't help it cause I am sooooo happy that life's full of surprises I never knew I had that freakin motherly instincts soooo like I'm totally yet unofficially Tori's surrogate ma XDDD and wifey!!! XD loooollloooll!!! I just can't mask this happy feeling jumping around me it's really great and I really, really wished that I can tell someone ya know close to me but I guess writing down my feelings will help me till I get a future boyfriend whose gonna be my emotional punching bag!!! hahahahahaha XDDD Oh, oh and as promised I am so gonna get a total make over and dress up on vivienne westwood clothes XD plus some jap's gothic lolita style but neways I'll enjoy my normal life for now! oh! oh! OH!!!! I wanted to say something but I forgot what it was---v__v