
I really feel that way ever since I broke up with my first boyfriend, I was childish with him at first and acted like he wasn’t the only guy in the world, but it turns out I was wrong and I definitely feel the weight of the pain I created myself, After 5 months of being together it passes by like a whisper.
Yes, I’ve cried my tears every night for almost 3 months but its been long and I need to move on from the past and start anew a life I’ve always dream of...The Life of A Career Woman!
There are times when I think of having sex with him in my head but as expected from me its only a whim. Not a wish.
To heal myself, I’ve focused my attention on important matters like family, money, friends and education. I’m still a first year student enrolled in BSN and I go to this Institute that’s only 10 minutes away and lucky enough not to get stuck in a 7 o’ clock rush hour.
Life is back to normal again and there hasn’t been much of clan drama since last December 2009 and I’m more placid as the days go by. I still think about him at times but there is still time and just as Enya’s song goes only time can heal us all.