I changed my mind about this...

The fact that I can't make my own website without another helping hand is troublesome enough, but to easily say that I can make this blog work is hard. One thing though I can't get over is my habit of starting something good and leaving it for good then come crawling back again like some love sick puppy. Oh, God where am I going in this! The truth is I really feel insecure about doing this Welcome to College blog site because for one thing it's not yet full and I really want it to be right now, But being so impatient about this will make me feel so tired. The main problem here folks is impatience I can't get over this habit if I had to go on a course in getting rid of impatience I would gladly do so but yeesh---Man! Whatever happened today? Well it felt like the amazing race as usual we had to walk all day from Chiong Hua hospital to Cebu doctors in order to get my grandma's records to Doctor young as well as her CT-Scan. I checked her CT-Scan out and saw her through it was kind of creepy since you know it's the insides of some one you love it does give you an awkward feeling...Okey but wearing that sleeveless top and airy black skirt was crazy! We also went to see the Sato's to return the borrowed gala uniform to Yuka except the one who opened it was her brother Akira. ( Erica's pet boy haha! ) Anyways my mom told me he was good looking and asked me why I didn't dated people like that and I told her off that he was off limits since he belonged to Erica and seeing how Erica can react well let's just back off. haha. Maybe I can get any guy I want if I really do the flirting thing but ugh I don't want tooo!! I want friends---that certainly remind me of one fine day that turned into one horrible week eck! It was on the month of June the first week of my senior days and there was this nice up-beat feeling of happines when you suddenly say "Today seems like a good day to make friends!" while tying your ribbon on, And so going to school when afternoon came shit happened and this girl named (censored) told me off why a stupid unlamenated pass was folded and that to me was really low to get mad on. The other shit happened to be the (censored) paper which got lost because I was sitting on her sit now all it took was a little consideration that maybe it wasn't my fault that she lost her paper cause she was busy with her own little bitches? hm? okey! So end of story the week and the following school year was a real NIGHTMARE