Oh! The debonaire!
Life have been simple for me. KKK do you know what that stands for? In my dialect it's Kaon, Katug, Kalibang!!! (Eat, Sleep, Shit.) Do you know what I hate the most? EVERYTHING. Why? because I said so...Okay, maybe not everything but I've always had this feeling of hate/love relationship with everyone and everything.
'People die'
My mantra, If you don't believe then you suck!
My life as I said is simple...Live life and then do what you can do with it KKK was the easy thing to say but then I have to explain it deeply for you. DEAR.AUDIENCE.
I am an open person---to myself and to the people----way too open. People might mistake my mind as an hell hole for the thrash I've consumed over the years from watching tv and southpark ( Southpark rocks you don't! ) This life could've continue like it had always been...Me failing school, getting behind classes, dream about on my chair, doodle shit on paper, and having no friends. That was the best part no friends it made me feel lonely but strong inside because I was doing stuff I like without another idiot hanging around me alot and talking about their home, houses, and stuff they've already thrown away...yeah it could be I was cynical too but I was young then and had peanuts for brain and still even now.
Being unfriendly was a trademark it made me like the j-princess of darkness cause I had a strong japanese features as they say and straight hair with streaks of perfect golden strands. It was the original plan my mom had cooked up as she experimented with dye to see how good it would look on her and her daughter was a perfect model. I , of course was reluctant and stupid enough to have fallen for her smoothering anger on me. So I grew like a popular princess on our street then as I reached my pre-teen years mom grimaced as she saw traces of baby fats undiminising from behind, side, front and almost every where---I was fat---end of story.
So I lost that golden popularity amongst my family and colleagues, but even if that happened I was never happy but glad because I was sick of being tag as a cute little girl ripped out from the pages and films of popular books and characters. I hated that but I never knew at once. Anger must've blinded me.
Now sitting in front of this computer I angst in glee as it is my hobby to angst all out without understanding what I've just typed.
My life I can say is the most boring of all and I like it that way with a hint of wishfulness that someday I'd get a man to have fun with and if I'm bored to kick around at.
