How annoying it is to live with someone who doesn't like to succeed, who think's life is serve in a silver platter, who acts as if she owns the world, and does as she pleases. I live with a gir, we are of the same age she has it easy for her because my aunt from America is giving her the chance to have an education to go to prestigious private schools and universities, but undeniably is an idiot herself. YOu may think I am mean or just jealous because I am, You know why? because its unfair. Not everyone has a chance to go to school, find work in a well-known company, and live a financial free life. But I guess the last one is arguable. I may not have parents who are quite supportive in developing my talents and hopes, We may not eat in expensive restaurants, buy expensive clothing, have luxurious cars, or whatsoever...even though they themselve wished for these material happiness their children are the product of unprotected sex and they also we're overly too romantic in their young adulthood. I've yet to understand why some of my peers especially those who doesn't live in stressful environments and those that already have started to make their dreams come true. I am not agaisnt them but literally I am envious at times when I hear their parents left for abroad and works in meager but still cash in for their families future. My parents are two average personalities who works only for commissions and uncertainties...although their faces are quite simple they already planned thru with their insurances. I guess its my job as their daughter and I mean seriously to finish my studies and get myself a job...a simple plan that is very complicated but still its a simple step-by-step plan. The only problem is with this is that it does not says anything about the pro's and con's, growing up, wisdoms that one has accumulated thru out the years of experience, and mistakes that one is bound to revisit again and again. I don't like what I am doing and I certainly want to be a novelist of some sort one day. I sincerely do not want to be involve with people or anything that the "norms" think they have all the pleasure. Society is another reason why I don't like being in a band wagon of an occupation, I would like to spit on the dumb image media has inculcated in our tiny human brains that are prone to sizzle with expectations. Not only that every one I see are now turning into snobbish gitty monsters and yuppie bastards who thinks their at the life's peak. Or maybe I am just a little jealouse...