I had a dream last night, I was arguing with my parents about my admission slip when my father lost his head he teared the paper into four pieces. It made me mad so I took the paper back to my room and I rested there for abit I thought I feel asleep when I saw something outside the window, It was dark, big and I think it had scales of some sort but I guess it was only its tail. When I finally got out of the room my mother came at me yelling trying to find my admission slip so when I told her what happened and yelled at me again to bring it back to them. So, I did but I almost forgot where I placed it. I tried very hard searching for it inside my room when a thought hit me then I searched inside my tarot cards box and there I found it intact together but still torned and so I rushed out and brought it to them. The scene had change from room to kitchen and they were there cooking something...

The new look

Hi everyone this place is under construction for awhile dont worry it wont be long as long as I get the codes right and while your here please check out some these PTC's I've found over the internet! Paid2view Movies,shows, clips over the internet. PinoyClicks PTC site for Filipino's Bux.to The oldest and most trusted PTC's Ahbux.com Still a PTC site I'll make a page to put up banners and list of these kind of sites so please stay tuned! :D If you have any questions regarding about the following sites feel free to contact or flame me :]

Beautiful Houses

I was looking thru some old folders inside my laptop while checking some of my uploaded cell pictures ( I'm vain :rollseyes: ) and look what I found! My moms CollinWood CD folder it contains beautiful pictures of house and lots from opulent subdivisions only found in Mactan. Here are a few model houses I like~

Brookfields Subdivision

ASPEN (perspective view)

HIDALGO

MIMOSA

LOMBARDY (perspective view)

Maybe next time I post I'll show you guys the model houses interior designing! All the house I posted here are not exclusive to Brookfield subdivisions but to CollinWood and if you would like to know more about this houses feel free to contact my mum. (yeah, I made that for her :D)

Stressing out!

The first few weeks of college is already creating a buzz inside my head as if someone and everyone is aiming their guns at me then shooting me crazy with their never ending bullets. I go to school every day dressed to make me feel good and secure, but with eyes...I hate people staring at me or checking me out as if I'm some kind of Loser or Winner meat bag. I keep on telling my ma 'I know, I know it's just...(insert reason)' and she says the things I have to hear or else I'll keep falling down. Being in college doesn't make me feel trapped like back then now I just need a time to reassess things once again in a positive manner...or else I'll end up being stuck in a rut again. To start off I lost my interest in doing my chores and being active again in our house. I go to my classes everyday anxious about refreshing my school memories and killing time hanging out with the pipz and pupz... Just this week I had felt in several occasions a strong enigmatic hatred towards a person in our class and even a different but certainly well know annoying trait that I had tried years to escape. The same trait that almost led me to my dementia and destruction. What I want to say is... I'm apt to kill myself with some jumping and a nice razor blade to cut myself down the lane making sure I'm okey for the next day. Pitiful! I just hate being depressed it makes me feel so sober about life being a bitch and just taking it all in cause she's your mother. Another thing about my mother and family life...their pretty fucked ever since my dad started to show his potentials as a stand-by nowadays it makes me feel like I'm just going to school since I need to help these bastards get money while they piss it off somewhere near RLD. Mom is different now she's way too grim. Words can't even embody her whole state now she has to wake up early from now on inorder to smell the day ahead. Earning money while my dad tries to stray away from his supposed position. You know I even other dads they make it seem like life is a joke...The one's in the tv make them seem so perfect...covering all the imperfectness by their so called love. I hate it. I just wished that my dad would just some how say the truth. Like he just doesn't care anymore cause his old. Some times I wish that life would be different if only I wasn't born.

Eyeliners: How to do it with style!

If the above object doesn't work click here dew1403 in his video shows how to put on eyeliner for both guys and gals. Whats interestingly funny about this video is how he delivers it for the guys that gets called by fags or whatevs and then a great way on putting the stuff on with style! There is probably thousands or millions of DIY and tips on doing your own make-up. For me I'm just new at it so sharing about this can be a great start. With people basking in at comments on how they do it and some that don't get it much, And others who are just plain haters. But we can't live without them. Another great site for make-up and beauty tips are in http://www.makeupgeek.com they have forums, vids by the original make-up geek herself, tuts, swatches, idea gallery, and you can also buy Mac and Nyx brands from their online store along with make-up tools as well. But I don't suggest this is the only great site to look at! Heck there is probably millions more of these kind of website's now! So go check at Google.com they might have a long running list of these. ;] happy hunting!